Sister's Wedding

I just remembered. I made two videos for my sister's wedding last June 2010. I made these while I'm here and just forwarded the files to them. They played these videos at the reception right after the wedding ceremony. I have decided to post it here to preserve the happy thoughts. This was one of my wedding gifts to them. Just so sad though I didn’t make it to go back home and witness their matrimony. Wishing them all the best. Miss them all.

PreNuptial Video

Time Flies

"Pisces" is the last zodiac sign that has the symbol sign of "fish". Basically it’s a water element that simply signifies flexibility meaning can easily go with the flow or against it. Yes, I am a Piscean born and personally I could tell I just usually go with the flow. I easily adjust to every situation. But sometimes, I also get tired because reality checks, I'm also just human. I also get tired analyzing, chasing, understanding, adopting. Hmmm wish others could do that one for me. It would be easier I guess. This week is like I’m battling with mixed emotions. I am moving soon to a new place, part of me a bit hesitant and part feels excitement. For sure I will do lots of observation. If things ok then perhaps I will stay there longer. If not I think I will find another yaiks. But will just give it a try. Anyways, lately I am feeling sad too. Maybe I miss my hometown so much now and I'm just denying it to myself by constantly diverting my attention to something else. I have been here for 6 months plus already and many events I have missed. But sometimes, we do need to sacrifice some things for the sake of our love ones. It's indeed a new experience and there's no regret on my side. I have met new people, see different places and witness different ways. And from it, I can learn lots of lesson. But there's one thing that I am seeing now. "No man is an island". True indeed. Being alone brings emptiness. Prayers are always my shields though. My first two months here, can't help myself crying and the best place where I shed tears was inside the church. It feels like cleansing my whole me. It's the faith that helps me become strong now. I just cannot let down the love ones who depends on me so much. I need to be strong and set aside my own needs.

I am contemplating now, what would be my next move after my contract ends here? Time flies so fast. I could hardly imagine, wow I just finished my 6 months here and looking forward for the rest. I am weighing things and possibilities. I'd like to make use of my profession while I still can. I still love to explore but I know there will be consequences. Just what I have learned from my MBA subject. We are all obliged to make decisions in life and each decision there's always lays consequences. If I may choose to stay another year after my contract ends here, hmmm for sure it’s for a reason. I am also thinking of going back to my teaching profession in my hometown. I do teaching there at night and it was so fulfilling. Or maybe go back to corporate offices. Or maybe do both like what I was doing before coming here. Hmmm just a bit stressful though working day and night. But still feels fine with me. Work while still young, save and invest. That’s what I am trying to pursue now. I am also planning to make a feasibility study for the business that I will be venturing soon. I Just got a commercial land with building. Also exciting thinking of what business I should go into so I can apply what I have learned from my MBA.

Hmmm I think I'll stop here. ^_^. Till my next blog.

Live to the fullest. Cheers!