A Nice Article... IN LOVING ..

I found this article and it caught my attention. The article merely speaks about the total definition of love and being inlove. The magic of love is indeed quite mysterious and you just dont when you will be hit by it...Anyway, I have posted the article below. Hope the readers find this worth remembering to the hearts... :)

IN LOVING... When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happpines means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him/her the freedom to find his/her way...

Holding On ....

When I woke up this morning, problem at home immediately faces me. Sometimes, I want to give up but I'm holding on for the sake of my love ones. I know these are trials in life, a test of courage and faith. I always think why it has always to be this way. What I have always wanted is to give happiness to those very dear to me. But why fulfilling that dream is far within my reach at this time. I did work hard for them but why it's not always enough. What else should I give? What else should I sacrifice? Today I feel I'm consumed but I need to stand firm and to continue for all of them. They are my strength, my love, my life......

Rain..Rain.. Go Away...

It's been raining very hard here since Monday especially during afternoons. The strong wind and the rain have caused floods in the streets resulting to stranded cars anywhere. I decided not to attend my masteral classes last night because fever almost caught me yesterday but good thing I have strong immune system so I'm feeling better now. *wink*. Today, as usual lots of things to be done in the office. Giving directives, programming, analysis and a lot lot more. During breaks, I find some time compiling music videos of my favorite artists from www.youtube.com. So far I already downloaded 12 music videos. At last, I found a freeware in the net that could convert FLV files to MPEG (FREEZ SOFTWARE). Once converted it would be easier to burn the files into VIDEO CD format using NERO. Im excited to watch these at home in bigger screen. Anyway, I'll just stop here because I need to start doing my work now LOL. Till my next blog......

MayDay....MayDay.. Brain is exploding... lol

Today it seems that my brain reaches to its last level. It's like end of tape hehehehe. I'v been analyzing and debugging codes the entire day. I'm helping my team developing a unique financial application for banks using WEB layout. There's a certain functionality that I'm working on and it's a little bit tough. I'm searching some possible tips from the net on how may I able to program it correctly and according to the functions I needed. I keep on doing testing and debugging but it failed. Finally just now I found something helpful from a forum discussing same issues. But as i read the codes all I could understand is the black colors lol... Perhaps I need to rewind first my brain and just continue it tomorrow. And so i'm listening to some albums now.. chinese one... wierd .... but this helps me a lot relaxing and calming down my brain.. hehehe. I post one chinese song here in my blog. Although I dont understand the language lol, but the rythm matters. The song is giving me now a massage in my head hmmmmm .....

Love Are You For Real? My third poem.

This is my third poem created last May 3,1999. I want to preserve the copy so again I want to post it here. Who knows, some readers might find my poems interesting and sweet.

LOVE ARE YOU FOR REAL?

By: Cherry (May 3, 1999) © 2007 http://ycherrs.blogspot.com/

I. In this life of mine I dreamed of somethin’ real. A sudden thought I remember coinciding how I feel. The saddest part of my existence yet hard to reveal, Confuse of this moment , but I know it’s GOD’s will.

II. Sometimes I ask , is there something wrong with me? Taking a glipmse of my past , so alone I could see. Begging to be love as what everyone wanted to be. As I see myself truly inlove and faithful to thee.

III. But it seems then I haven’t found what thou call true love yet. Hungry for such passion, oh thou tell me where would I get. A kind of wondrous feeling, indescribable , full of contentment. Thou shouldn’t scorn upon hearing my sentiment.

IV. Once someone answered , love where have you’ve been? Who tried to find the key , open my heart then. Oh thy lips is full of promises, each is true as what it seem. This heart of mine belive, trusting that passion you’ve seen.

V. Thy love was felt as true thus t’was accepted. Knowing not one side , what’s real and misguided. Starting to realize , asking myself am I not worthied? Thou tell me why, if not ignore it instead.

VI. My heart is confused , yet try easing the pain. Why would I let somebody break it again? Here now I’m alone , my feelings are in vain. "Forget me not" is the words I can hear from within.

The first poem I made ....

I made this poem few years back. I just want to preserve the copy so I post it here. I made this 12 years ago when I was still in my 1st year college. I've recalled I was so inspired by the works of William Shakespear during that time. Anyway, here's the copy and hope the readers find the poem captivating to the heart.

YOUNG HEARTS JOURNEY

By: Cherry (Summer, 1995)

© 2007 http://ycherrs.blogspot.com/

I. Indeed what a tranquil night tonight. Stars show not in the sky , nor shadows play not in the moonlight. But this heart of mine keeps struggling for its right. Yet every beat dost deny not each expectations that might.

II. I’m tellin’ thee how foolish’d hath been I am. Seeking for such love as what lovers hath done. That wondrous love that touches the feeling of everyone. Day’night thinking all times , wondering of someone.

III. Truly indeed if thou wilt say , That true lovers always find its way. Asking for warmth affection where young hearts could lay. This affection that can procure the happiness which camst may.

IV. How terrible it was then, begging for such love. An affection that could be drag by someone , even a tiny dove. But ‘till end I knowst what’s whispering above? A little hope that someone would share , the feeling one dost have.

V. Thou tell me not that I am a little insane For thous thyself knowst love could even fetch a pain. I hat a journey to go although my heart would be in vain. This young heart of mine endured and hear not thy defame

VI. Myself is bound not , yet my heart tell me things to do. I hath no weapon nor shields oh, indeed I’m afraid to go. But I tell thee I hath this power that even a great warrior can’t know. This unseen power that could make my enemies to haw.

VII. It is my shield that protect me from any harm. For it touches the rays of the sunlight and made my me feel its warm And ere the winter comes surely it will give me alarm. That’s how it dost , it makes my enemies to run.

VIII. Scorn not the words I’ve been tellin’ thee. Thy laughter could make my heart in lament as it was never be. Instead show me hope rather than loathing me, For it could make thyself sorry watch and you’ll see.

IX. Alas , my life would be worthless if my love won’t succeed. If living alone with miseries,’ it’s better then to lay dead. For I knowst a heart that is full of thorns is painful indeed. And if this could be happened, Oh GOD , take me instead.

Exhausting Monday Afternoon :(

First day of the week but I feel exhausted today.It's been four days since I have performed my workout. I have noticed these past few weeks everytime I missed the workout, I feel weak and I could feel fatigue especially at the back. I dont know what's the explanation. Maybe my body wants to burn calories everyday lol. I'm struggling to produce outputs today lol but my body wouldn't follow hehehe. I already played all my pop,rock,jazz album just to keep me awake but no effect lol. Anyway, I will perform the circuit workout tonight to regain some strength for tomorrow's activity. I did tried the Belly dancing yesterday, it's a little bit painful in the arms since I'm still a beginner but I'm sure I will get use to it. It's nice and I love it especially the costumes and the bids, they're sexy to look at *wink*. Well, I'll just make this post short, I need to relax first maybe have some cup of cofee at the cafeteria.