Sister's Wedding

I just remembered. I made two videos for my sister's wedding last June 2010. I made these while I'm here and just forwarded the files to them. They played these videos at the reception right after the wedding ceremony. I have decided to post it here to preserve the happy thoughts. This was one of my wedding gifts to them. Just so sad though I didn’t make it to go back home and witness their matrimony. Wishing them all the best. Miss them all.

PreNuptial Video

Time Flies

"Pisces" is the last zodiac sign that has the symbol sign of "fish". Basically it’s a water element that simply signifies flexibility meaning can easily go with the flow or against it. Yes, I am a Piscean born and personally I could tell I just usually go with the flow. I easily adjust to every situation. But sometimes, I also get tired because reality checks, I'm also just human. I also get tired analyzing, chasing, understanding, adopting. Hmmm wish others could do that one for me. It would be easier I guess. This week is like I’m battling with mixed emotions. I am moving soon to a new place, part of me a bit hesitant and part feels excitement. For sure I will do lots of observation. If things ok then perhaps I will stay there longer. If not I think I will find another yaiks. But will just give it a try. Anyways, lately I am feeling sad too. Maybe I miss my hometown so much now and I'm just denying it to myself by constantly diverting my attention to something else. I have been here for 6 months plus already and many events I have missed. But sometimes, we do need to sacrifice some things for the sake of our love ones. It's indeed a new experience and there's no regret on my side. I have met new people, see different places and witness different ways. And from it, I can learn lots of lesson. But there's one thing that I am seeing now. "No man is an island". True indeed. Being alone brings emptiness. Prayers are always my shields though. My first two months here, can't help myself crying and the best place where I shed tears was inside the church. It feels like cleansing my whole me. It's the faith that helps me become strong now. I just cannot let down the love ones who depends on me so much. I need to be strong and set aside my own needs.

I am contemplating now, what would be my next move after my contract ends here? Time flies so fast. I could hardly imagine, wow I just finished my 6 months here and looking forward for the rest. I am weighing things and possibilities. I'd like to make use of my profession while I still can. I still love to explore but I know there will be consequences. Just what I have learned from my MBA subject. We are all obliged to make decisions in life and each decision there's always lays consequences. If I may choose to stay another year after my contract ends here, hmmm for sure it’s for a reason. I am also thinking of going back to my teaching profession in my hometown. I do teaching there at night and it was so fulfilling. Or maybe go back to corporate offices. Or maybe do both like what I was doing before coming here. Hmmm just a bit stressful though working day and night. But still feels fine with me. Work while still young, save and invest. That’s what I am trying to pursue now. I am also planning to make a feasibility study for the business that I will be venturing soon. I Just got a commercial land with building. Also exciting thinking of what business I should go into so I can apply what I have learned from my MBA.

Hmmm I think I'll stop here. ^_^. Till my next blog.

Live to the fullest. Cheers!

Strum! Strum!

Strum! Strum! Strum!

Hooray!

Finally I bought my guitar last Wednesday night. For me it was a best deal already. I considered buying second hand guitar to be just practical a bit. I was so lucky I found a seemed brand new "second hand guitar" at Admiralty Shop. It's a Semi-Acoustic guitar because I can actually plug it in to a sound system. I am so excited to learn more about playing a guitar. I already know the basic. My mom was my mentor before. I need to tune first the guitar to have a better sound. So fun! Can't wait to play my first song and record it. I am quite busy compiling a songbook now. All my favorite songs with chords. I will really try to learn more. Wish me luck!. *Wink*

Full Moon in the morning?

Wow!! is the word that came out from my mouth when I gazed such wonderful sight in the sky early this morning at around 7:30 am. I can see a full circle light embracing the whole blue sky as it was like floating between these tall buildings. It was so beautiful and while looking at it, it's like I'm imagining two swans under it mesmerizing the serenity of a perfect romance. The color is blended with dark orange and yellow that glows marvelously; encircling a dark black ring in it. I'm viewing its full circle at the eighteenth floor of the HDB flat where I'm staying. I'm not sure whether it is the moon or the sun rising so I made some research. And base from the astronomy calendar that I read, it says and I quote
"October 20, 2010 - Comet Hartley 2 will make its closest approach to Earth, coming within 11.2 million miles. For a few days around October 20, the comet should be bright enough to view with the naked eye in the early morning sky. You will, however, need to be far away from the glow of city lights. Look to the east just before sunrise. In early November, NASA's Deep Impact spacecraft will observe comet Hartley 2 from a distance of about 600 miles."

( Source: http://www.seasky.org/astronomy/astronomy_calendar_2010.html)






















So wow, that must be a comet Hartley 2 then? I took pictures but the quality not so good. I just used my phone camera but I’m still glad I manage to capture it. It was so pretty like while gazing it I can actually think of many beautiful words. Well I just hope that this comet will not bring harm to Earth.

Forgiveness And Love

I'm so excited to play this when I will have my new guitar soon. I like this song of Miley Cyrus "Forgiveness And Love". It touches my soul. I really want to play this one and so lucky I found the chords through google search. I've decided to post it here, just in case I will lost my hard copy... Thanks so much to the one who posted this....


Forgiveness And Love chords by Miley Cyrus


Start on G.
[verse 1]
G D
imagining you're far away
Em C
searching for the words to say
G D
i feel it when you fall apart
Em C
our lives are our greatest art.
Am Em
i don't wanna change your mind
C D
cause i accept you for
Am
everything you are & will be.
D C
stay here with me now.

Chorus:
G D Em
the only thing that our hearts are made of
C
are the acts of forgiveness & love.
G D Em
the only thing real when push comes to shove
C
are the acts of forgiveness & love.
G D Em
cause in the end, no one loses or wins.
C D
the story begins again & again.
G
with forgiveness & love.
[verse 2]
G D
you don't ever have to read my mind.
Em C
you can see it when you close your eyes.
G D
don't believe it when you lose your faith
Em C
another moment is a moment away.
Am Em C D
i can't tell you what the future holds or how to live.
Am D C
all i know is what feels right lights up my life again & again.
[chorus]

Bridge:
G D
let's jump the sun. let's find forever.
Em C
where does the time go?
G D Em
just live your life. you'll get another today.
C G
today, today. forgiveness & love.
[last chorus]
D Em
cause in the end, no one loses or wins
C
the story begins again & again
G D Em C
with forgiveness & love, ooh.
G D Em C

END

Link: http://www.metal-head.org/chords/forgiveness-and-love-chords-by-miley-cyrus-17748

Did it again...color my day blue...

I have never thought I am forcing myself to wear mask again in front of a person who thinks everyone is wrong except him. That feeling when you need to respond just for the sake to give response without even knowing how did you respond. I know this happens anywhere but isn't it tiring to handle this kind of people again and again? Over the years, I have been battling inside how to handle them. I thought I am strong already but now I realized I'm still vulnerable to this kind of situation. Holding on with mixed emotions inside which is quite so unbearable to handle makes me feel weak. I am fighting the anger and the sadness with understanding and strength within me but why it seems to give up and to let go are my number one solutions now. We know ourselves better than anybody else but sometimes people surrounding us try to force things on us or tell negative things about us to others. They only see the mistakes of others and they think of themselves as invincible people. Did I enter a race? I think not. Maybe then I’m in the wrong place now. This year, I have been through a lot of pains and sadness. And sometimes it is also tiring to wear smile or act as if things are ok even deep inside you are battling with sadness and anger. Yes I'm strong but not stronger than I thought. I’m tired of these people who always feel intimidation towards me. Is it my fault, I have knowledge on what most men are into these days? Why many people always think I’m blocking their career path? I work with dedication and purpose. That’s all I know. I’m just doing my share. And now did it again… I feel awful with this nonsense things…too bad..

The Irony of Power

Just a thought... :-/

Why there are people who embrace power so much that will do anything just to hold on to that power; to control, to manipulate. I have been working in the field of Information Technology for almost 11 years now. I have seen and met different people, different personality with different motives. They said, wise people talk about ideas, plan things and do things. People that talk about people seemed to have limited diversion in life. They only see the mistakes of others. There’s no point of self-realization and acknowledgement that they too are not perfect. There are some who take advantage of the respect bestowed upon them. Instead of appreciations it’s like confinement. Putting you in a cage and just do what they’ve wanted you to do. Believe me, if you’re in that cage you will never grow. So let go, move on!

It is indeed very ironic as the way I observe each situation. How come these people who loves power afraid to demand and reprimand people who seemed lack of motivation to do what they intend to do? Alas, those who tried their best and show initiatives and dedication were often turned out to be the not so appreciated one. It's like always finding holes for mistakes. And if found, it is always the negative impact on you. And believe me, all people surrounding you will know. In fact the situation can even be exaggerated when relayed. Haven’t they realized that people come, people go? So every acquaintances should always be treated something worthwhile because you will never know when is the time you will need each other. Nothing in this world is permanent. …

Cactus

Went to Chua Chu Kang Mall last night here in Singapore to buy some stuffs. I couldn't take off my eyes at the displayed plants at one of the stalls there. They are so pretty. I really missed my gardening. I've asked the lady there if I can take picture and gladly she said yes. So here they are...
I'm super mesmerized with those colorful cactus. Can't wait to go there today to buy some. They are very affordable by the way. ^_^

The Love Of Green

I have read an article from somewhere that tells about planting the seed of love. It says and I quote, ' Planting the seeds of love and friendship are one of the best things anyone can do. Not only will our gardens be enriched with soil and flowers, but our hearts will be filled with contentment and joy.' True indeed as when you see your garden blooms, it brings happiness and that feeling of embracing the beauty of nature. Quite a few that I know who loves planting as I do. To some it is a passion, a renewal of spirit, and a dedication. To some it can just be a hobby or perhaps an escape from reality and pressure. But whatever reason it might be, it’s the happiness of doing it that truly matters.

I have been here in Singapore for almost 5 months now and I truly missed gardening as well. I miss my plants. I miss digging the soil, making my hands dirty and do singing while planting. I miss the times when I'm outside at the house; I could see how my plant beautifully blooms while embracing the sunlight and fresh air. It's like they are also singing while the wind blows its melody. Everything flashed back to my memory, when my colleague, a good friend showed me his collection of cactus. I can see in him the passion, the excitement and the simple yet sincere love of planting. I am quite amaze with his passion and I was really grateful I've got the chance to take a glimpse of his other side. I've asked to take photos of his cactus and asked permission if I can post it here; let it show to those people who also have the passion of loving the green. I would really love to see this in actual one of these these days though. ^_^

Have a great day everyone. Till my next blog.



Thanks Jimmy for sharing..... Keep on planting .. ^_^

Growing...

Woaah it's been awhile since my last blogging. I'm in different country now by the way and feels great blogging all the way from Singapore, the land of many opportunities. Many things I have learned since that first day I came here. Being independent relying only to your own instincts and trusting to your own decision is making me feel the strength and the courage to face challenges. I have met quite a few friends already here and the warmth welcoming they have shown to me makes me feel more confident in land that I’m about to venture for the next few years. I have taken some pictures already from different places here and will have to post it on my next blog. I'm also excited to share my experiences here with you.



Yes, I miss my family, my treasure. But the thought of providing more convenience to them makes me feel ok, to the point of comforting my loneliness and my longing to be with them again. They said to achieve something, some sacrifices is really required. In my first few days here, I can't help myself crying looking at a distant wondering how are they doing right now. But prayers helped me a lot. Trusting everything to GOD and asking for protection always paved the way to a stronger allies, guiding me always when facing my day to day challenges here. We couldn't really say life is easy. Yes, it is difficult but along the way of unveiling each path there lies instruments that will teach us beautiful lessons in life that can mold us to become a better person, a beautiful being. What we are today is the product of how we do yesterday. We let it happen, a choice that comes along with consequences. Embrace its peculiarities and at end we will find answers to questions we may be hiding inside for quite so long. Spread our wings, learn to see the positive things and always believe. We are growing......

Dreaming to fulfill someone's dream

What I want to do right now is to fulfill one's dream. To be GOD's instrument for them to be happy and satisfied. In a way I will feel happy, content, and fulfilled. Everything we have in our life was given for a reason and designed to mold us into a better person. We are destined to travel to a certain path and each path there lies challenges, pains, happiness, and contentment. I let GOD guide me which path I should take. I believe everything that I feel and think right now is his will. Here's hoping that everything will be in place and all the people who depends on me will also be guided and settled. We should have faith always and constantly believe what we can achieve because whatever our mind can conceive, it will be given.

I'll be turning 31 this coming March 20 so Happy Birthday to me!! Wow I'm getting older each day but that's part of our lives. The aging thing shouldn't be worried these days because lots of facial cream that can help you cover the lines. But I'm blessed with wisdom and the chance of understanding and facing life's peculiarities and challenges. There are still many questions in my mind and seeking for some answers. But that's the beauty of it. Unveiling what lies ahead. Faith, Love, and Hope will be my shield.