Time passes by so swiftly...just like a ripple..

I am beginning to miss some people here. People that I have met from my first few months in this new sorrounding. People that I trust. People that I care and will always care. People that at some point I share many important details in my life. From tiny, sometimes nonsense stuffs to big dreams. It feels that I could no longer control the fate and I am very sorry for that. As it is coming to an end very soon, I'll be back to a happy place.. back to the world that embraces me with care. I may have cause sadness to some people along my journey without my knowledge, I may have given false hopes.. but believe me it is not in my intention. In my heart, I will treasure everything.. and I will treasure always. It's like I can already see the finish line as the months passes by so swiftly. I wish all well and I hope someday we can still cross our path again. I will always cherish the funny memories together. The hopes and laughs that we share. Until we meet again .... Take care.....

I dedicate this song to the people I treasured here..... It was such a wonderful journey....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSbHnH-swD8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

"Dogwood Flower"

To the sky you reach out your hand
The songs of the clouds
Call you to distant lands
To the wind you call my name
Carried to the shore
The shore where I wait

A dogwood flow’r, I’d give to you
A blossom then, soon come to bloom
May the dreams you hold
The dreams that shine like rosen gold
Last forever
I wish for you to shine above
To radiate your endless love
May it last a hundred years from now
Summer heat weighing down on us

This boat is too weak and so in me, please trust
I will follow you
Please go ahead and I will be there soon

A dogwood flow’r, I’d give to you
A blossom then, soon come to bloom
May the dreams you hold
The dreams that shine like rosen gold
Last foreverI wish for you to shine above
To radiate your endless love

May it last a hundred years from now

To the sky you reach out your hand
The songs of the clouds
Call you to distant lands
To the wind you call my name
Carried to the shore
The shore where I wait

A dogwood flow’r, I’d give to you
A blossom then, soon come to bloom
May the dreams you hold
The dreams that shine like rosen gold
Last forever
I wish for you to shine above
To radiate your endless love
May it last a hundred years from now

Treasure the love

Woke up this morning having puffy and baggy eyes because of my non-stop crying over a movie that I watched last night hehehe. Very cheap tears!!! I was watching 2007 IF ONLY movie starred by Jennifer Love Hewitt and Paul Nicholls. It's a touching story as it talks about learning to appreciate the people in our lives and letting them know how important they are to our existence. It's about two lovers. They both deeply in love with each other but the guy is too much occupied with his career and neglected in so many ways the small happiness of the girl that he loves so much. One night, the girl was caught by an accident and actually died. The guy witnessed it all and was really devastated because he just realized how important that lady to him and everything now seems worthless and he feels as if his life has no meaning on it. While crying over with that tragic event, one day he wakes up and he was so shock to see that the girl is lying beside him in bed. He was so shocked and couldn't believe it because he did witnessed everything and the pain in his heart is so real up to that moment. Every next moves of the girl he knew already as if like a "Dejavu", happened in the past and is like happening again. Every small happenings before the accident is happening again and just in a different version of its occurance. Of course, my tears are already flooding inside my room at this point hehehe. How I wish I bought popcorn that night. Anyways going back, as the guy realizes that things are happening again as exactly as it was, he is bound to make the one last day with the girl a memorable one. He tried hard to escape what is bound to happen, but nothing can change what is destined and he realizes that. He finally told the girl that she taught him to love and to trust. That she loves her so much. At exactly 11:00pm, they were caught by an accident but this time, it was the guy who died. Huhuhuhu, very sad story and it really caused my big eyebags this morning.

Anyways, the bottom line here is to always give time to our love ones. It made me feel a bit guilty considering that I'm far from the people I treasure the most. No money can compensate with genuine touch, the talks and hugs. We should give importance to the one we love because we really don't know when they will be taken from us. Never be afraid so say I love you or I miss you or I care for you. There's nothing compare of showing how much we care by simply telling what is there in our hearts. Savor the love and care your love ones because at the end of the day, they are our treasures in life...

Time Flies

"Pisces" is the last zodiac sign that has the symbol sign of "fish". Basically it’s a water element that simply signifies flexibility meaning can easily go with the flow or against it. Yes, I am a Piscean born and personally I could tell I just usually go with the flow. I easily adjust to every situation. But sometimes, I also get tired because reality checks, I'm also just human. I also get tired analyzing, chasing, understanding, adopting. Hmmm wish others could do that one for me. It would be easier I guess. This week is like I’m battling with mixed emotions. I am moving soon to a new place, part of me a bit hesitant and part feels excitement. For sure I will do lots of observation. If things ok then perhaps I will stay there longer. If not I think I will find another yaiks. But will just give it a try. Anyways, lately I am feeling sad too. Maybe I miss my hometown so much now and I'm just denying it to myself by constantly diverting my attention to something else. I have been here for 6 months plus already and many events I have missed. But sometimes, we do need to sacrifice some things for the sake of our love ones. It's indeed a new experience and there's no regret on my side. I have met new people, see different places and witness different ways. And from it, I can learn lots of lesson. But there's one thing that I am seeing now. "No man is an island". True indeed. Being alone brings emptiness. Prayers are always my shields though. My first two months here, can't help myself crying and the best place where I shed tears was inside the church. It feels like cleansing my whole me. It's the faith that helps me become strong now. I just cannot let down the love ones who depends on me so much. I need to be strong and set aside my own needs.

I am contemplating now, what would be my next move after my contract ends here? Time flies so fast. I could hardly imagine, wow I just finished my 6 months here and looking forward for the rest. I am weighing things and possibilities. I'd like to make use of my profession while I still can. I still love to explore but I know there will be consequences. Just what I have learned from my MBA subject. We are all obliged to make decisions in life and each decision there's always lays consequences. If I may choose to stay another year after my contract ends here, hmmm for sure it’s for a reason. I am also thinking of going back to my teaching profession in my hometown. I do teaching there at night and it was so fulfilling. Or maybe go back to corporate offices. Or maybe do both like what I was doing before coming here. Hmmm just a bit stressful though working day and night. But still feels fine with me. Work while still young, save and invest. That’s what I am trying to pursue now. I am also planning to make a feasibility study for the business that I will be venturing soon. I Just got a commercial land with building. Also exciting thinking of what business I should go into so I can apply what I have learned from my MBA.

Hmmm I think I'll stop here. ^_^. Till my next blog.

Live to the fullest. Cheers!